Back home. Returned to my job. Been living normal since the last time I put info in here, give or take a few days of interview and travel.
Please do not contact me or visit me. I'm going to have to go silent for a while. Too much activity here will ruin everything.
I'll be back though. This is not a retreat.
Because --- will come back here. --- will try for the kids in the park across from work again. --- will leak into people's minds once more.
Winning is impossible. Defeat is a pipe dream.
But I can Not Lose.
Of course, this might be just another failed attempt...but the New Theory is complete.
And as I said before, I have lived long enough to become a tired old fool, weak in so many ways.
What is left for me but Windmills?